i can’t be around certain people because my words have power
sometimes when i get emotional i lose it and start saying what i think
this is okay when it w less emotion but when its in defense or anything other than compassion
then i can damage them
i can send them off the deep end and they can hurt themselves over and over again from reliving it and not learning from it
this keeps them thinking about me and keeping me their also
do the tough thing
tell them something planned out
plan it all out
see the future and plan it out
social
do the book of life
they all are doing this
they dont know themselves
they’re slowing their process


my mom would not be able to handle me just bursting out because she insults me and i want to teach her a lesson on how to talk to people
I need to observe her with out emotional attachment to her being anyone or anything other than someone who needs compassion while they wake up

Accountability
We all have our own processes of dealing with the ego
When we’re called out 
For being a sassy bitch
For example
You may believe that you were totally justified
but coming at someone from a place of reacting 

keep calm
stabilize emotions
not them
repeat, don’t think, don’t think
feel
feel feel feel
calm down 
find love
ask for clarity
only resent to words
get clarifications if words are used incorrectly
only intention is to seek the root and see if the foundation is faulty
in which angle or perspective is programmed
if there is still eve involved
explain thought process of each person involved
to see where the neg perspective my be rooting from 
emotions?
traumas?




Just the thought of someone 
Just the energy 
Just the idea and vision of what they’d offer 
I become that vision
Plus the energy of
They love me this much they’d vibe me their energy


Be clear with yourself
Do you want to be in a relationship?
What does that look like to you?
Do you want to keep your options open and test others energies all the time still?
It’s okay, but you have to tell them all that at the door
How do you like to spend your time?
Are you looking for new opportunities?


We all need our own space on land
That blocks others energies
Little houses 


Follow your highest good
Only do what makes yo feel best
If you need a year off of your life because you’ve gone or are about to go postal
Allow yourself that 
Pray for the opportunity


The Sun reminds me that all that I was just tripping over was all in my head
Only new exists
When I look at your face I see who I want to share time and info with 
To love intimately
Do you want that or do you just want to touch me?


Conscious parenting
I’m a role model and an example
Who do I want to be?
Who do I what her to see?


I looked at your pictures today
I wonder when it was that I had decided that you were someone else
How did I decide who you are?
I don't even know you 


All a game
I look at everyone as if they’re in on it and laugh and play with them like its my game now
What we are 
Everyones roles
what are their new roles that i create for them


why don't i want others to see me
why do i shy away when I'm not grounded


snow flakes
we’re all individual reflections


be kind all the time
listen to my intuition 


people need new distractions 
options
gifts
to make them forget about the past


Write a letter to everyone and tell them how I feel about them – how I love them

at altar time
what should i think about 
my relationships
how to make them better
i hate suffer and learn alienation
to grow and become better


write love letters to everyone that you know


I love and need these people 
why 
how
think about everyone in my life
write and video
what i would do differently 
how would i be of complete service?
how would i see their life with me and as me, as them?
What do i see - the good and the bad?
what do i no longer want to see?
what wold i rather see?
​

We all have the tendency of procrastination but its not always the same for everyone.  Some people may seem like they procrastinate but they’re actually conserving their energy that is associated with a certain task.
It’s a lack and imbalanced of energy
Which is also associated with depression.  Depression’s symptoms are the same symptoms of imbalanced chakras and energy.


Procrastination is just a sign that something needs to be balanced.  Its easy to figure out where the imbalance is once you practice becoming aware of it.  
These symptoms are also easy to fix or balance.  We offer the tools to create the environment necessary to live at a higher frequency. 


When you become aware of symptoms of lower vibrations 
(list link)
You will be guided to what to do to balance yourself as well as a healing practice provided by us including energy healing, relaxation, meditation, nutrition, lifestyle changes, organization, teamwork – help from others, delegation, people who want to support your cause 
There are people out there that want to help


A lot of people think that people who put things aside and jump onto another thing are labeled as irresponsible, unfocused, scattered when really it’s a characteristic that we all possess but is just dominant in some people. 
Me, for example, I’m a Sagittarian and it makes sense that I put things aside because it’s dominant in Sagitarians to hop from thing to thing losing interest quickly.  But I’ve noticed that its just that my level of excitement comes from the excitement in the moment from what I’m doing and when that’s gone  

Most of us feel a deep resentment towards working
Either we don’t know what we want to do in this life or our purpose or
We do know our life purpose and are resented for that from the ones that we love and love us

If we don’t know then 
And we resent people who love us who have a passion for something because we don’t want them to leave us to go to their jobs.  We feel like they choose their job over us and in a way we all just want connection so we go for what we connect to.  That’s a hard thing to come to an understanding of because we don’t want to hear the truth or we’re not ready for it.  So when we understand that people actually do choose things over us because they have a different connection to it (like a passion for working with bees) then we are free from judging that the person doesn’t’ like us.  Its just that the other person feels a stronger connection to where he feels most excited and be happy for that person.  It’s a time to look at the situation from a new angle.  See what actually happened and why that person did it and know that 

How to create healthy relationships - The new way of experiencing life with others.
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When we meet people, typically we go off of appearances and how the approaching happens.  We feel a sensation of desire for a number of reasons.  The reasons are based off past conditioning.  Past conditioning means that we’re doing what we’re always doing and we think that the ways we’ve always seen things done are correct or normal.  But when we look around our lives are full of shit.  
Now, when we meet people it’s more appropriate to understand what we as individuals are looking for, or expecting through our new standards.  
-What is the person’s history?  What are all the situations in their life that have made them who they are?
-What are they hiding?  People have become afraid of being seen.  There are some people on the planet designed to naturally feel afraid, even if they say they’re confident.  You’ll never see their hidden side, yet you’ll know better that they are not complete.  People have had pasts of trauma, large or small, painful or mild.  People don't know how to act around people due to the fears that they don’t know are there and this is due to not wanting another disappointing encounter of being misunderstood.  Yet the misunderstanding comes from the hiding in the first place.  When people hide, they hide their light.  There are clear personality traites of people that are hiding their light.  And the ones that say that they’re not are clearly denying that they don't know everything about themselves.

having a submissive partner means having the power in the relationship to work and mold your partner to know you and to let go of what they think that a suitable relationship means to you.  We take what we’ve learned from other relationships and never take the time to reevaluate them and see which one s work in this relationship.  When we stop doing everything that we do we can learn what the other one would prefer, in the moment, based off of how you feel in the moment. 

Just the thought of someone 
Just the energy 
Just the idea and vision of what they’d offer 
I become that vision
Plus the energy of
They love me this much they’d vibe me their energy


Be clear with yourself
Do you want to be in a relationship?
What does that look like to you?
Do you want to keep your options open and test others energies all the time still?
It’s okay, but you have to tell them all that at the door
How do you like to spend your time?
Are you looking for new opportunities?


We all need our own space on land
That blocks others energies
Little houses 


Follow your highest good
Only do what makes yo feel best
If you need a year off of your life because you’ve gone or are about to go postal
Allow yourself that 
Pray for the opportunity


The Sun reminds me that all that I was just tripping over was all in my head
Only new exists
When I look at your face I see who I want to share time and info with 
To love intimately
Do you want that or do you just want to touch me?


Conscious parenting
I’m a role model and an example
Who do I want to be?
Who do I what her to see?


I looked at your pictures today
I wonder when it was that I had decided that you were someone else
How did I decide who you are?
I don't even know you 


All a game
I look at everyone as if they’re in on it and laugh and play with them like its my game now
What we are 
Everyones roles
what are their new roles that i create for them


why don't i want others to see me
why do i shy away when I'm not grounded


snow flakes
we’re all individual reflections


be kind all the time
listen to my intuition 


people need new distractions 
options
gifts
to make them forget about the past


Write a letter to everyone and tell them how I feel about them – how I love them

How many times do you forgive your bothers sins?  Unlimited forgiveness saves the individual.  The one who was sinned upon.  The one who feels the need to forgive.  There are always two sides to the story but the ones that actually have truth and feel the light know that they have answers from Spirit.  If one feels they are filled with the Spirit and are being called to do what the Spirit tells you.. It changes your whole life and others who say the love you unconditionally and will have your back, they don't understand the drastic choices that you’re being guided to make.  They can't have your back because of the judgment that they pressure you with from the conditioned life that they’re still stuck in, out of fear.  They can’t relate so they pressure from their limits of their belief system.  They see the one choosing to get out of that system as a threat to their energy.  The confusion that they feel makes them uncomfortable and they choose to resist change.  Change is hard and the energy that people place on others, that the changers place on the unchanging, is a feeling of and a test of unconditional love.  The suffering that happens when one makes the choice to change - to drop and change everything in their miserable lives - creates a need for support from those that ‘love’ them.  The problem that its rare for people to step out of their box and make these necessary changes.  The problems is that theres no system set up for those who 


The proper use and understanding of words, applied to your life in a way that supports all areas in your life is highly encouraged. there are also cycles in your life is highly encrouaged.  There are also cycles in life that need acknowledged in order to put the best use to the words and structure and systems of the words. 


We all have the same basic human emotions, situations and needs.  Yet, we all have different experiences and the suffering from them cause the global suffering.  Most of the population is empathetic, some more so than others.  We can be compassionate and have the strength to help each others see solutions.  Solutions that will excel the suffering so we can speed up the process of healing together.  It’s time to create true support for the suffering.  The seeking, those that need answers from the ones that actually see true solutions.  That aren't religious basic.  Based on religion, proper guidance, leadership and support.  Self awareness - the desire to know yourself unlitedly is truly what living is about.  All of the suffering comes from not having the peace that self awareness gives.  Seeking to know who you are.  What you’re here for, your life purpose, will only lead you to your desires, to your life plan.  The suffering is your path there.  We learn who we are through pain.  It’s not to be heard.  The fear is a byproduct but the purpose is to see it and learn from it.  Learning from yourself will give you your purpose in your lifetime.  At this time on our planet there’s no greater service or need than to show others how to heal and deal with the path of their own suffering so we all can create a better life. 
It’s vital to relax into the suffering where you’re tense during the journey.  It will create more resistance.  Releasing and letting go into the fear is the fastest way to breakthrough. We’re all ignoring the pain and fearful memories and thoughts that are creating the blockages.  Its easy to recognize hem.  When you know what to look for and what it means.  This knowledge and objective witnessing of your situation in the moment cause the safe passage through suffering.  There are simple systems and processes that are being used by many that catalyze the healing.  They’re as simple as knowing words and what they mean.  
Need comes from our conditioning.  We’re all conditioned to be blind to the power and strength inside of us.  Only to be shown through he journey of self discovery.  Suffering is a process of being completely alone and expressing what you’ve learned in the ‘real world’.  It’s tricky for beginners but it doesn't have to be.  New seekers are being pulled along with the current of people posing as healers, helpers and guides but when you take a look at their life of these ‘leaders’, how much do you really believe that they’ll help?
How relaxed are they?  How much suffering have they gone through?  What’s their purpose and passion?  To make $ or the be of true service?


Words
The list of words can be short or long depending on your awareness at the present time.  However, a common knowledge of the importance and depth of these words are more valuable then and material possession. The christian Bible speaks of the Word being the power or have thing power.  Most major systems and other religions know and speak of this as well.  Ancient traditions and sacred texts speak of alchemy being a true experience and most people who practice magic are well versed in these processes.  The proper use of words holds the key that unlock our genes.  That unlock the secret to your self discovery, the true you that can only be self activated by seeking and knowing what to seek and ask.  Through the proper use of words.  
Words are our gateway.  The deeper meaning of words can create the new you.  The observer of your reality so you can have the power to not attach to your individual situations.  The relaxation and release of attachment to the suffering comes with understanding who you are and whats going on.  This takes a little bit of guidance and knowledge.  Resources and reading and practicing a new way of living.  This is basic and advanced.  It causes suffering and it is a never ending process.  Until you know you’re ‘there’ at self awareness.  It truly is a life changing experience and a journey with the most value.  True service is the outcome because you learn that theres noting better to live for then.  True love of the planet


Toxins are good and ‘bad’.  At best they are love, at worst they cause and create more suffering = leading to love. If they all lead to love then they’re not ‘bad’.  They just seem and feel bad.  The ‘bad’ ones are the toxins that are ingested. Caffeine causes noticeable and scientifically proven spikes in adrenaline that cause anxiousness and unintended stress.  We’re conditioned and fooled to believe that we ‘need’ it - It will make us feel better and give fatigued people a boost.  When really they need a lifestyle adjustment that they’re avoiding.  Same with food, cigarettes, alcohol, drugs..  The love can be ‘bad’ if misunderstood and misused.  It creates the same love intoxication but people crave it vs asking themselves why they seek it in the first place.

Question of the day

Do you tell people that you're highly conscious and aware (aware of mindfucking) and risk the chance that others are going to 'play games' (dark worker who do it because they're bored and would love a new challenge) or do you tell others and just stay in a higher frequency and watch the evil one's melt away from your existence so that you can be a warrior for those that you love that are still sleeping? I'm honestly over getting toyed with.  I'm ready for the other conscious leaders who are interested in Light and Love.  I'm interested in spreading the awareness but, is it just a challenge that will get me hurt?  Maybe that's what it means to be a light worker - to understand that there's those that will just be there to keep challenging me and keeping me on my toes. 

Should I just keep pretending that i’m unaware too so that i can play the game too? I could make so much money, like all those that are just fucking you all over (you that have no idea what true consciousness is or feels like or how to ‘create’ it for yourself)?

Consciousness

There are many thing that can be summed up to our suffering on the planet.  One of the main one is the level of judgment and ignorance that comes with the level of patience we have from the judgments that we’re placing on people.  We’re walking around, going into public places and not making eye contact.  We’re labeling each other based off our initial appearances and categorizing each other before we have the change to understand what each of us stands for.  If we take away all communication that leads to categorizing each other, then we can truly begin to see what unconditional love starts to mean and feel like.  When it comes to appearances, the first level of contact that we have with each other, there’s a block because we assume why the other person looks the way that they do.  We judge each other as if it is something of value.  We’re trying so hard to not be judged negatively that we’re putting each other in boxes based on their appearance. 


What would we do if we had at least a day devoted to not being subjected to labeling each other based off appearances?  What if we all looked alike for a day so that we had no choice but to be free of that level of labeling and judgement?
It would bring a sense of freedom that is rarely felt on this planet.  


This wouldn't be an act of taking away our individuality that we are all craving.  it isn't a system that would be set up to make us all alike.  It would simply be a process of understanding that we’re judging and basing our opinions on others based solely from appearances.  this will be to eliminate the desire to have any preconceived notions


The clothing is a statement that we’re ready to announce that we see what’s going on or that we’re interested in loving and the value of unconditional love.  it will be a step in the right direction towards actually understanding and valuing others based off the levels of consciousness that we value instead of not giving another a chance for a smile because we think that they might be something that they’re not


what do peoples ‘looks’ say to you?
When you first see someone do you base how you treat them because you think that they are something that you’re assuming them to be?  Do you feel that they’ll take something from you