I Live Like
I have nothing to lose.
I've already lost everything.
I come from an intentional place of void, nothingness.
I don't play by the rules of these remade systems.
I'm not into experiencing, unless I choose to.
Why I Don't Like Being Around Other People
I don't take care of myself.
I don't think about my daughter enough.
Other people and situations fill my head for way too many moments, that dominate my mind with automatic thoughts, that seem to linger.
I don't like being lost in thoughts that happen to me and take over. They're distracting at the best & unhealthy & destructive at worst.