Experimenting & Sharing My Constant 'Battle' To Be True To Myself
My name is Kawrima Jnana Anubhava Tikta Madhula ~ Rachil
Living Love,As my Highest Essence Through Spiritual Integration & offering guidance for those who seek to know themselves deeper.
I hope that you share the concern about the present worldwide moral crisis, and that you will join me in calling on all humanitarians and spiritual practitioners who share this concern to contribute to making our societies more compassionate, just, and equitable. It's time to understand that the foundation is faulty and why, and that the time for revival and revolution - in the proper way - is dawning. Is it not logical that we should remove the potential cause for our own destruction once we recognize it? Often we cannot overcome a problem because we do not know its cause. If we understand it, we do not have the means or the time to remove it. Adaptation from the Dalai Lama
My story of how I made the intention to be intentional and awake on my journey, to lose the egos grip and to become completely empty to be filled up by my Highest Essence.This website is under construction...
I started to ask myself... What am I living for? Who am I living for? What am I sacrificing for others? How am I self sabotaging for others? What areas in my life that I am not showing myself the love that I should be devoting to myself? How can I give myself equally while giving to others?
Nutrition Why do I eat what I eat? Why don't I eat what I should (or think that I should)?
Why don't I devote the time to thinking about what it is that I need to be at my best? I started noticing how I was living for other people. I would feel like I needed to make everyone else’s lives better or help fix something for them. I would think to myself that I'd find a sense of peace if they wouldn't have anything to worry about and we wouldn't have to devote time to fixing life situations or talking about them. At a personal level, I wouldn't have to wait for them to snap into a higher frequency so that we can exist there together. But they’re looking at me like I’m the one needing fixed so how can I know anything when I’m not displaying the tendencies of someone who is fixed?
As a certified Human Design specialist I know first hand the power of self awareness and the effects it has in peoples lives to see themselves in a new way that is unlike anything else that has been created. HD is a system that combines the steps taken by many generations of others from different cultures, including Archetypes from Astrology, Chakras, Tree of Life and the I Ching, plus it includes other sciences and modern physics. These aren’t for us to use to worship in some religion or to be afraid of going to hell because we’re not following one, but to have clear steps on who we are individually, with out confusion.
She lived a semi normal childhood, with its own flavor of trauma. Not being seen, understood, wondering what love meant. Growing up in a Catholic household held her back from allowing herself from having any sense of self, due to the highly controlled environment based out of hells of fears. The lack of freedom didn't allow her to naturally play with her psychic abilities and dimmed her light. It wasn’t until 2005 until the true awakening processes were noticeable enough to say that there was a shift that had steps to follow and were shown or understood. Rachil’s life seemed to change almost instantly except the effects happened over the next few months and years. Going from the white picket fence into the deepest of darkness. Change was the hardest wave to ride and the suffering that occurred in the short amount of time, as priceless as it was, was unbearable at times to say the least. Learning about the suffering she was experiencing she gained the knowledge needed to look back and see that it was all set up for the next changes that would occur. Rachil is a passionate learner of all things, mainly comparative religion, true history of the planet, plus anything that has to do with the body on micro and macro levels. She became a reverend in 2008 determined to share with the world the steps that we each can take, and knowing deeply that the suffering isn’t something that anyone should do alone. She’s a Mama at heart and loves to treat everyone like her children. With a true sense of love and an authentic understanding that we each have our own individual personalities that make us perfect as we are. Rachil says she loves to see the moments with people when they’re themselves and shining, freely. Rachil has devoted her life to research on self awareness, correlation and correspondence between science and religion particularly in the fields of ‘medicine’ and what science says certain illnesses are vs what spirituality says is actually occurring. Rachil lives that both sides need to be understood and that science is just a way to see it on a material level but its not the essence of the whole situation and it creates more illness from the ignorance and lack in other perspectives. Rachil lives that what others say bipolar is and what they think schizophrenia is are actually just small pieces of the puzzle keeping these people in boxes and hidden. Everything in life is a process, a pattern, a rhythm. When we look around we see that everyone is going through similar things on similar levels and when we learn the levels we’ll see each other differently, together, and we’ll be able to see differently of how the things that we see change.
Rachil’s Personal Message
Many years ago I decided to dedicate my life to the study of healing. I went to college in hopes to find out everything I could about the most amazing machine invented, the body. I was immersed in many human science texts and self help literature. I absorbed information eagerly to apply to my life and anticipated helping all whom I love, Me, You, to see that there is an easier way.
There are reasons why we feel the way we do, innately, that no one really teaches or talks about.
We are who we are and learning that and learning our selves as individuals makes living more of a conscious experience. Allowing us each to shine, as our own unique selves.
It is my belief that if everyone were to learn about themselves through some sort of self discovery path or journey work then we would all be closer to living in more peace.
There have been many human typologies that people have devoted their lives to learning, understanding, and living.
As an Ordained Reverend I understand the calling to understand life on a deeper level. I’ve felt like there were pieces the people around me weren't getting. When I was introduced to Human Design, I felt like it was something that was less complex even though of its dynamic nature. I felt like I could test it for myself, just like so many others that have found HD, and see that there is a resonance to this that does actually make life flow better.
Just like all human sciences, typologies, religions, or limited belief systems..
We're taught through the information that we are here for a reason. Most think that we have to learn what these texts are saying, put the riddles together, remember them and keep trying to remember them... moment to moment, bit by bit, on and on.
This is true, but amidst all the effort in searching, studying and actually getting what you're learning..
You feel like you're still a step behind even with your best efforts.
I believe that we're on the cusp of new precedents being set and we're the free thinkers that are going to see the radical solutions that will create the change that will create our heaven on earth.
Every day I go through the same process. Each week and month has its own processes that i’m experiencing. The amount of pain that I go through in a day, and some days aren't as rough as others, is compared to one life time. I know I’m not the only one. We each have different levels of suffering. In each thing that I do I’m reminded of what and whom I’m living for. Is it even myself i wonder sometimes. I know that seeing my daughter is extremely important for me and i try not to forget that thats what i’m living my life for these days with a fury at times and a dedicated passion that wakes me up at 6:40am each day. I also want to see everyone in my life to chill out and see the beauty in life. Most days i feel like I'm waiting for them to catch up and see it all with me. To wake up and understand what that means. So that we can play at the next levels of loving consciousness together with out worry or fear. Feeling our way through it together as a true family. I write a lot. Mostly about philosophy, spirituality, ascension, psychic abilities, science, Human Design and comparative religion as well as ancient world history and occult wisdoms. I guide others on how to raise their frequencies to get them to a point of effortless creating and manifesting. I guide them through a series of workshops on self awareness (mental, physical, emotional, spiritual), frequency therapies, tools and modalities, stress reduction with love and meditation, plus others. I understand and can relate to many different experiences of suffering and can guide others out of them the ways that I do during my processes.
Best Life Pittsburgh Burning Ego = BE! started out as a desire to talk to people and get to know them. Not only meet them but to actually connect. These connections are important in building trust. The kind of trust that is needed when building a village. This trust leads to conversations about the future of Peaceburgh. These moments, while magical, were fleeting. There wasn't enough time in the day to stay connected in person.
BestLifePgh.com was born!
What's your vision, Peaceburgh?
The business card was simple. The website was simple.
All it was for was to stay connected and to share with me, again, the visions of the angels that I met in Peaceburgh.
Now, we're blooming into an umbrella and want everyone to join in.
We started out as seekers, then leaders of small sessions and groups. We participated in many gatherings and learned a lot while experiencing some of the most magical connections along the journey.
Now it's time to expand and bring in all the talent that Peaceburgh has to offer.
Let's set it off!!! Blazing!
Our services to the planet are to help aid humanity in their individual and mass awakening and evolving.
Life as we know it has already begun to change. Those of you here, at this site know this.
The ones that do not yet know, are about to step into this journey and need guidance or they will fall more into their own hell.
We are here to simply listen, heal, support, understand, and love.
We do not judge others experiences because we know that each perception is a gift. he levels are clear yet when you're under the limitations of illusion you need others to see for you what you cannot. Support and accountability are what are needed. It no longer serves completely for humans to seek spiritual healing yet go back to their old environments, habits, triggers, thought processes.
When I made the intention I was convinced of w lot of things in many back to back moments... That ~ I'm supposed to act this way ~Ask questions - Investigate & Inquire ~Play while I'm living - Let go, Be free & make it an adventure
I play with websites regularly hoping one day to use them in my life. They're ~ ~Catalogs of my time spent ~To gift me with the feeling of success when i go back to them months/ years later and see that I was just 'doing me' ~Created from a place of service. While I was creating them I was in a place of dying... killing myself and dying to my old self through the suffering I was stuck in. That I kept propitiating & recreating.
Make them feel: Loved Needed Heard Understood Valued
Ask questions About what others -Do -Think
Understand and listen.
Show them what i do. Ask them what they think. Ask them to donate to the campaign. So I can make this support work for others.
I don't need heard I guide Their dreams & mine come true through their gratitude What do you love? Every morning just blog about what ever I think. Every day come back for a new page.
Founder/Co-Founder of: BE! Burning Ego BE! Strategy Human Design Got Your Back Best Life Pittsburgh - Whats Your Vision? From Ego to Spirit Program and Meet Up & Living As My Highest Essence
What I'm up to these days... Mama Psychic Producer Ascension Facilitator Certified Human Design Specialist Intuitive Guide Ordained Reverend & Theologian
i was born to be a catalyst for change my mind, soul, personality, and design says so But my body fiercely says stop stop thinking, worrying, being around sleepy people relax and take care of myself my goal is to heal so i can be strong of my task or i may just have to survive, in the woods alone, in my tree house with a selected few
This website is a baby. It's fresh and still in it's beginning creative stages. You're constructive critiques are greatly appreciated since I'm doing this on my own, at my own pace. I would love any editing suggestions or tips on what I can do to better serve.