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The Bridge to The Real World

The bridge itself is nothing more than a transition in the perspective of reality.  
On this side (of the bridge) everything you see is grossly distorted and completely out of perspective.
What is little and insignificant is magnified.
What is strong and powerful cut down to littleness.
The transition there is a period of confusion, disorder and disorientation may occur.
Judging 
It seems so real.


Love is when you realize 
I Love You
& it doesn't matter what you say or did 
I Love You for one reason
Because its true to my nature to do so
That is who I am 
It’s Spirits love and I’m on this earth in order to express it
You can’t just say that you’re going to love people, you have to love people period.
You can’t really love a person and judge them at the same time.

Disconnection From Spirit - Highest Essence Guidance ​

This is about living an abundant life 
It is about heaven on earth.
If we’re all sinners living in disconnection from god (sin = disconnection from god) then we’re creating hell on earth and we’re all living in low vibration thoughts, feelings and situations.

If we all shift to connection with Spirit all the time then we create what our Highest Essence wants for us to experience while we’re here - what Spirit wants us to remember to experience as our Highest Essence.  Spirit wants us to go through the experience of changing the universe so that we all can experience heaven on earth!  

Intention
Asking, with intention, and meditating on it through prayer or contemplation… 

Prayer, intention, meditation (the literal term) is a form of communication with your Highest Essence.  It is a direct way of stating what you want, with clarity, with loving knowing that you’re safely guided by your intuition (Highest Essence).  
 
What is meditation? 
Different Types: mind control (quieting the mind), visualization, relaxation, raising frequency to love, to work through emotional blockages and fears, to ask questions and to get answers (scribe, spychic modalities), etc… 

Meditation is a way to find the right questions to ask and for the answers to those questions.

Discernment of Highest Essences
All dialogs are filtered through intuition and discernment.  
Dialog is never to hurt or be negative 
(through discernment you’ll learn that negative isn’t 
Highest Essences’consciousness) 

When meditating for answers, the answers come in different forms: the form of dialog, visions, knowing and/or a raise in frequency.

Discernment of Highest Essences’ thoughts / emotions/ feelings/ vibrations/ frequency/ waves / harmonics/ tones 

vs Discernment of Ego thoughts/ emotions/ feelings/ vibrations/ frequency/ waves/ harmonics/ tones


When you get a grip on the frequency that you are to be working at to communicate with your Highest Essence...

~ Then start being real
What do you really want help with?  
 What do you no longer want?
~ You’ll get the answers – Expect to have a  conversation, back and forth once you get the hang of this practice!

You’ll get answers…

In the same way as I get them (and in other ways that I use that I’ll explain) or in your own individual other ways…

I Am Completely Taken Care Of

I often hear voices.
I hear, "No worries, Rachil.  We're having fun.  When you remember, we're here.  We have fun together!"
As well as...
Goooood Girl.  Rachil, you're a good girl.  

We place too much emphasis on the word of Godd and not on the experience of Godd and relationship.  What words or interpretations of feeling and experiences can we correlate with experiencing a relationship with our Highest Essence?  There are many and I plan discuss it deeply with anyone who will take a dollar to listen.  

What is the relationship with Godd, Your Highest You, like?
Like you would have with any number of other but don't allow it deeply.  Like you would have with a family member, your child.  Like you would have with yourself, if you knew how it felt to truly love yourself.

How?  You'll know it's God by following your highest thoughts.  You'll know ow to discern with practice.  You'll know its your highest thoughts because it will be the thoughts of joy and feeling of joy.  Thoughts and words that contain truth for a future and present.  Love, Joy, Truth
You'll know it's Godd because you'll get clear answers and they'll be of truth, love and joy.  Listen to your feelings.  Listen to your highest thoughts.  

'Godd' talks to everyone.  We call it our intuition or our emotions.  Do you ask Godd questions?  Do you dialog with Godd?  Do you listen and wait for the answers?

Good doesnt communicate by words alone.  Feeling is the language of the soul.  How do you feel about something?  That tells you what you need to know about it.  Follow that, trust that.  

If you want, Godd will help you learn how to trust your feelings and use them as guidance.  You have to want to, but more, you must ask ask and communicate it to Godd. Know you're understood; How you feel is understood.  If you feel that you want it, you'll know.  You can't fool Godd, you can't say you want it and not be congruent in your feelings.  Cultivate and sustaining that connection brings clarity from Godd, Your Highest Essence, You - Multidementionally. 

Learning to Keep My Mind Empty
In the Moment
​Feeling

Allows me to fully appreciate the moment, because there isn't all that garbage repeating itself, and it stops you from feeling your egos personality because you remember you're in control.
One of the first things that I tell people is, that during their whole life, so far, there has been nothing that they’ve done that has been wrong.  There was nothing that they’ve done, ever, that made them a bad girl or a bad boy.  I make sure that the blame, shame and guilt that they’re holding onto is not seen as something that they had any control over.  
I want them to know that their 'past' and 'now' was a product of unconscious circumstances due to their environment.  ​
Everyone in their life was a major influence and every situation has shaped and molded them.  If we all look at our lives as a series of events that shape our life purpose then we don't see it in such a negative light.  We had to experience all the trial and suffering and endure it to learn from our experiences, we had to go through it.  Now we can look back and share what not to do and even better, what could be done instead that will give better results.  Most of us didn't have parents that were mature or smart enough to have children.  I haven't seen any parents yet that have it all together.  We’re all little byproducts of them.  If we were to take a step away and look at the situation, what would we do differently that we feel is more correct for us vs what we should do to please someone else or because we’re told to do i?  It’s easy to see that we’re still trying to please others.  But they’ll never be pleased.  I make it clear to my clients that one of the first steps is to look at your life as your life.  All that happened was supposed to happen and none of it was wrong.  Then they can take a step forward with less baggage.  After that they get to experience life feeling free to mess up and learn from it in the future.

As a Energy Healer 

I guide the energy by intention to the various centers of the body.

I help others to find their zero point, the point of complete relaxation.  The place where you feel grounded and centered.  The awakening where you experience a state of grace where there is bliss, joy and release.

This philosophy is Sung relaxation, where we are able to surrender to spirit, receive and rejuvenate the cells and open our throats to receiving the divine sounds of the universe.

I help by manipulating and balancing the yin and yang energies in our physical bodies and in space, transposing the polarities of masculine and feminine and allowing them to flow freely around the energy matrix of the body.  And allowing the space to return to a harmonious vortex of energy.  Therefor changing the energy matrix of the entire system, the meridians, balancing the opposing forces paradoxes and flow a resonance of the universe. 

Working at the same time with emotions for stability and mental clarity. Therefor helping to uplift us to more then we have been experiencing. 

I help to relieve stress and go back into the flow of life by working with the energy adding fluidity, balancing the blood, lymph, and hormones in the body. ​

Know Yourself

I want to guide you to loving yourself because once you achieve that,
You can and will have everything you call forth!
Love from your heart space and use its power to fuel every area.
This is how you manifest your desires.
This is how you help the world.
When you love yourself and use love you automatically see the good in life and everyone else.
You feel good so you want to do what you can to keep it and stay there.
Love is our true nature.
That is the image of God that we were made in.
We are able to live and love in peace .
We just need to unlearn some things through easy life practices.
It takes a choice and a commitment and then its easy.
Theres support for you every step of the way.
You’ll be held and guided and loved through out this journey.
You’ll come out of this a changed person and you’ll have a family of people to keep with you through out your life journey.

Patience

My dreams come from my own desire to help everyone around me to not struggle like they do, or for those that I foresee struggling like me.

This life sucks sometimes... often.. 
Sometimes its just fucking hard...
There have been plenty of times I've contemplated ending it.  But I know why I'm here and it can make me feel intense, scared, overwhelmed, and unsupported at times (from even the most loving, close to me, and wise). 

Knowing your purpose, for some, is a huge responsibility full of new paths that haven't been traveled and people that just don't get it.  
Being Awake isn't easy, at this time, on this planet.
Being conscious is a burden when everywhere you go there are people who just don't seem to get it or you/me.

Everyone's talking about how loving is the only way to Ascension.. yes.. but too many people don't know how.
So, one of my purposes is to meet people where they are, unhealthy egos and all, and bridge the gap.
I'm actually not too interested in this decondidtioning phase, or unprogramming phase, because everyone seems to be assholes and hurt me.
So I've decided to take a step back from working with the ungrateful, reach people who are ready to actually see solutions, and know what that love vibe really means, tangibly.  
I do it on the reg, and I have to tell you... if you don't already know this... get the negative people out of your life.
Other wise, your healthy ego is going to keep you from ascending at a pace that you can exist at.

Creation = time
= time wasted on bullshit distractions
=acceleration depends on elimination of distractions (distractions = negativity/ lower vibrations) 

Multidimentional Ego - Me

I live in a dualistic reality, like most, yet I'm comfortable with noticing it and speaking about it... in a more constructive way then just bitching.  And I love that about myself. 

I have two ways of seeing the world (well, many but just to keep it simple, we'll pay attention to just the specific, positive and negative sides of my personality.)

When I write,  you'll clearly be able to sense when I'm in either personality.
You'll love me or hate me and I'm used to that.

I've been given names for my different personalities

The "Healthy" Ego Me..
(Negative/Justice/Accountability/Fear Buster-Provoker/Annoyed/Bitter with time wasted/Pressure to see solutions and talk with smart ass people) is:
BoomBoomKittyFuck or
Sassafras
 (^Cause I'm Sassy)
Shit Talker
Nut Cracker
No Filter

People have tried a lot of tactics to get me out of my pissed off, 
justification personality, who just needs to share a message (but.. I seem to be too aggressive for "the weak of heart”…).  They have tried other tactics to try to lure me out of intensity, to more passivity or submission even, first by yelling at me or telling me that I'm wrong for making them uncomfortable (yet, most of the time I’m reacting to their bullshit and they think they're right - I treat people the way they treat me - I don’t live in the place where I treat others how I want to be treated unless they act right first.).  No wonder we can't seem to work it out.  Some would try other tactics to correct me or calm me, which was needed sometimes, I'm a firecracker, but I'll always leave a needed impression.
I sum it up to levels.
The best was when people could make me laugh.  They weren't judgmental
That was playing with me and I highly respected that.  All of my personalities do.

Highest Essence ~ Me

When I'm grounded and centered, objective, loving, wise...

We all have multiple personalities.. I'm here to be vulnerable and authentic to show another way...
It's not an easy job but someone's gotta stand up for solutions and change...
This foundation is faulty and we are aloud to make new rules to the game, that fit us more authentically and hit home more individually.

I started putting the pieces together 
I realized, after knowing that I was a conscious creator in this game, that all that I've been through has made me who I am today.  More like, the environment that I grew up in, the lessons that I had to experience gave me the passion for this time in my life.

Social Justice has a new meaning to me and I hope you stick around long enough to get to know that part, about me.  
I love to explain. 

Mama Essence

There are many reasons for Mama's to feel out of balanced.  Stress and anxiety from guilt of any kind, even subtly, will lead to burn out (adrenal fatigue) and depression if not recognized early and healed.  

It's sometimes rough for Mama's that have a bigger vision for their futures, which may include something bigger than being just a home maker.  If you're a Mama with a vision for the future that not only includes your family but a bigger family... a global family (or just your town) then you may struggle with organizing your day to be the mom/homemaker (which is the duty that needs done) and the organizing of your work to bring your visions into fruition.

I'm creating this website from my own experience and research on how to create fluidity and balance while I make all my dreams come true.  I hope that it helps and inspires you to do the same, vulnerably and boldly.

Each time I gain some wisdom I'll share it here in hopes that it helps you ground and center to gain your own wisdom and inspiration.

Simply make a list.

Of all the things that you tell yourself.  All the negative things you say.  Do a few minute brainstorm or write them down throughout the day as you think of them.  Then, to make your mantra and to make your 'new' habit lists, simply change them around.  Unhealthy becomes, I Am Healthy.  Go a bit further to say, I'm SO Healthy. I'm the healthiest that I've ever been.  I love how healthy I am!  I love me.  I love how I feel.  I love how I look.  I love everything about me.  

Then go into the details.  Write all the little things that you don't like.  This attention to the negative only helps to make your thoughts crystal clear.  Change all of your little nit picking into praise.  

Change

The way I see myself.
I have different personalities:  
I can't be just one thing.
I can't have just one look.
I love how I feel when I'm classy & sophisticated.  I feel professional and smart, respected yet sexy.  I feel trust and looked up to.  Taken seriously and financial secure.  
I also have a younger, fun & flirty side.  I can always mesh fun with class but I have another side.  It's creative and I can blend that with them all to feel unique or take it to a level thats completely me, that no one gets.  That is the feeling of authentic, for me.  To feel out on a ledge and not fear being judged.  Knowing that the people who do judge won't be in my life because they're not at my frequency.  Leaving me fearless because I know I can only be loved for being myself. 

How To Gain Clarity

Stretch
Dance
Sing
Exericse
Take a walk
Meditate regularly, ground, center, heal
Listen to material that raises my frequency

18 signs and symptoms of a spirit attachment


  1. lethargy and feeling exhausted
  2. chronic illness
  3. sudden onset of irritability, crankiness, or snappiness
  4. anger or rage issues not previously present
  5. drug or alcohol dependence
  6. certain mental disorders like schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder
  7. frequent nausea or stomach illness
  8. feeling like the house you live in is always haunted
  9. extreme and often dangerous mood fluctuations
  10. any sudden behavioral or personality change
  11. a feeling of heaviness or pressure
  12. feeling like you’re “dragging” or being weighed down on a frequent basis
  13. developing new vices
  14. negative outlook on life
  15. finding yourself saying strange, gruesome, and morbid things
  16. bizarre, haunting, and horrifying dreams
  17. if you’re spiritually inclined, being able to see or feel the same spirit, again and again. one who does not look or behave lovingly or compassionately, portrays deep, painful emotion when appearing to you, stands far away or comes in dreams only, and/or you have memories from childhood of this person.
  18. someone else points out any of the above signs to you. more poignant if multiple people make the same observations
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